It started in September
The joint pain
Mild at first
But soon grew to be
Excruciating
Fine motor abilities
Slowly degraded
Thanksgiving greeted me
With no ability to move my left hand
My mom had to move it for me
Left me in tears
Next came the exhaustion
Thought it was from the stress of finals
But it's continued into Christmas break
Even after only an hour out
I'll sit for five minutes
And wake up an hour later
The rips
In the skin
By my eyes
The fluctuating
Appetite
Blood work showed
Positive ANA
But we have
No clue
What is going on
With my body
And it scares me
My body is attacking itself
And there is nothing